Saturday, May 05, 2007
wassup wassuupppp
alot of things have been happening in the past week
emotions running high on fri
haha sigh i tell you i give up chasing after something that people think its a joke its not like i now dont want it i still do but im not going to talk abt it anymore or even mention it anymore its like if i get it, i get it.
if i dont get it, i dont. there's no point forcing it and people assuming im mentally weak and im incapable of things and ive got to prove it and all i just no longer see the point in 'begging' people to see me in a different light. all i want to say is that i know im capable of it i know i can do it, ive proven myself before but if youre still shaking your head and saying i haven done anything then there's really nothing i can do. cos i dont want to force myself to be something else when im not. i am who i am. and i believe i can rise up to it when i am what i am now. thats the end of it im not going to mention it anymore. its either you believe it or you dont. but just. seriously dont call me weak. or say i crumble when honestly rising up to the position does mean you have to endure people being unwilling to take you seriously and treat you as a joke. ANYWAY enough of that
i have received exciting and thrilling news from mr andrew lim !
:D and philbert
hahaha
its been a fun swimming trng tdy only towards the end
cos it was hard. hahaha :D but anyway joel il still have to consider whtr to tell you
andrew youre one sneaky one and you have a strong contender ! BERTTT
before sprinting was really annoying
cos i had to shout for people to go to the lane.
like wth.
but nvm, this is why i enjoy ace. because its different.
10:51 PM
like every other
